I get out of the car,
And there it is,
lurking.
A big stalker,
Just waiting,
Waiting for me to be
Weak.
I know I’m constantly
Strong,
But there’s moments
Moments where I crumble,
And sadness crawls in,
Preying on the fact that im
Alone.
Alone in my room,
In the dark,
Comforting in a way.
Familiar.
It comes into the room,
Cuddling me,
Holding on tight,
With no plans to let go.
Whispering in my ear
End it all.
It hangs me on the edge,
Taunting me.
And one day,
One day,
I’ll fall.